Look, I am sorry for not responding, but... uhm, nevermind. I just really suck at keeping contacts. When I am on Denver, I am usually trying to get some rest, which turns out to be quite difficult when there is always something happening downstairs.
Uhm, literally, I mean. There is always at least five people downstairs in the living room and in the kitchen. Never gets silent, never gets boring in the den. And then, when I really need some silence, I go to the Kay, and then I usually end up taking her for a spin. And then I get into trouble. Like right now. I just wanted to go to Pennsylvania and now I am sitting next to a girl with memory loss and whatever the hell is going on on that annoying Camara that does not seem to understand what "not interested" means.
Anyway, I am happy you are doing well enough to get mad at me! Means that it could be a lot worse!
Maybe you should have not be silent all this time.
You see, I would say ''Come to my place'' but at this moment, I am not sure. Even if I am mad at you, I still... think about you and being worried about you. I crossed Rebecca and Kristoff while heading back to Liberty and before that, I saw Kristoff talking with weird people and those people were referring to YOU!
I wanted to talk with you to know more, but you stayed silent. I wanted to talk about this with Kristoff too, but it was not the time and I doubt I'd be able to hold my hot blood- Especially if it was concerning you.
I think I was an idiot to think we could have something between us. I sincerely developed something toward you back in Liberty, but with your focus on Kristoff and all the shit with the Sentinels, I ended up to dig this feeling deep inside of me. Even so, the entrance of my place reminds me your kiss and it's hard to keep this in a dark corner of my mind. But the past is the past and I can't do a thing about it.
You know I like you, Lea, but if you cannot handle two weeks of not hearing from me, maybe you should really remove me from your contacts list. When I said that the past days have been rather troublesome, I meant it.
Kristoff almost killed himself and got wounded, then got kidnapped right under my nose.
Then I got brigged on Ames for trespassing and punching a doctor, then got released and went home to Denver with Monique and Madeleine, and suddenly Kristoff tells me he is now no longer with the Technomancy. And then I got into a fight with Rogues! And I won! Well, obviously, as otherwise you would not have gotten any life signs from me.
And today I left Denver for a short trip to Pennsylvania and, boom, one of Silverstone's relatives stalks me, and then there is a girl with amnesia who keeps showing up in Liberty but refuses to get medical help.
I am really trying to avoid trouble but I feel like whenever I do ask a question too many or answer a question, I just get dragged into stuff that will make everything worse. As if we did not already have enough trouble with these Sentinels, really.
I just wish Aspen was still alive. But she is gone now, and I do not know when Kristoff, you or me are the next to vanish.
I stopped being bothered with Sentinels stuff and you should.
But you do you. Regardless, just try to mind your own business? I did not went in space for two weeks and believe it or not, I signed for a part-time job to a bar on New Berlin. Who would think this eh?
Hey... first of all, happy Valentines, I know I am late.
I hope you do well and hmm... I left Rheinland for probably a good while. So... knowing the region, I am in at this moment, I might not have the time to answer you back.
Sorry for the last time, Levan. I acted probably too hard on you, you did not deserve this.
Yes, I was angry because of the lack of attention from you, but you know, having zero answer can be a sign like something bad happened or you just did not want to answer me for whatever reason. I.. I just want to let you know that, even if I am angry at you, I still want to spend some of my freetime with you.
I- I can buy you synth paste flavored if you want...
I guess it is easiest to let bygones be bygones. I could have sent you a message when I did not, and then simply forgot. Kind of tricky to keep track of everything when things are getting as wild as they do lately. Or, well, not lately. Ever since Kristoff turned out to have survived our planetcrash on Denver, things have been a real rollercoaster.
I have seen Harbinger myself now, even talked to it, among other things and people. I guess such things are normal to people from the Omicrons. I bet you had your fair share of this stuff yourself.
I am currently forced to stay in bed with a nasty cold. Quite the irony, really. I survived a planetcrash, getting hunted by all sorts of scum, growing up on Pittsburgh, have to fight for my life against a Rogue destroyer, walk into a bar filled to the brim with the most dangerous underworld bosses of Sirius, but what really forces me to slow down is a damn cold.
But even that will not stop me, so we will see each other in space in a few days!
Well, better that this cold keeps you down so you are not putting yourself into deep problems. I am sure your girlfriends want this. Well, I think.
I won't put myself into this, Levan, I had enough of this show and I prefer to stay at my place or even being shot by an angry man than risking my life for something crazy and beyond my understanding. I managed to turn the page and you should probably do it too.
Who am I to tell you what to do anyway? I know you will keep playing your tough guy, but your Kay is not unstoppable either... Neither you...