The Admins didn't deem you adequate enough to be one of them, deal with it and move on - life is full of dissapointing, horrible tragic crap, this doesn't even compare. To be honest they were probably doing you a favor, most if not all of those guys dedicate exorbitant amounts of their free time in maintaining this beautiful mess, it's not a fun job and you can't even dick around Manhattan in your Persephone. Your enthusiasm is admirable and I don't doubt you are dedicated, but I can assure you nobody will appreciate you venting about it.
(08-18-2013, 03:05 AM)Ajmar Wrote: Also, go to bed, you're making yourself look like a tool. And not a fancy tool, like an adjustable spanner. More like a plastic star driver bit set.
(08-18-2013, 03:02 AM)Black Widow Wrote: What attitude ? I just genuinely feel let down is all, I have actually been admin on many other forums for e.g. www.thepufferforum.com, I was tetchy admin there I ran admin software to maintain forum security and update website. In freelancer before disco I was admin on two vanilla servers. So I do have what it takes to be an admin and the dedication sure some people don't like me here but that don't bother me.
It is what is in your heart that is important and the true judge of any character.
In fact during the recent debacle with the bass hunters I was engaged with Ktayn in surveillance on the bass hunters and their methods of hacking to try help the admin determine the scope of the hackers infiltration into the server.
One thing you'll learn about me is I am real person and I will tell things as they are not beat around the bush or engage malevolent behaviour as some immature people here would do.
So yeh just heart breaking is all, you know what I'll even tell you about the dream I had the night after Loken revealed the final list of candidates to be considered for an admin position, I dreamt that I had been chosen and I was already engaging in my admin duties feeling privileged at being picked, then I woke up.......
Anyone can admin a forum, it's piss easy unless you are borderline psychotic and randomly ban people. A community with it's server and you being an involved player is a whole different thing.
You probably want that because you haven't been a mod/admin and have not been able to see the incredible number of completely retarded sanction reports, crying people and dick sucking flooding your skype that come along with the title. Don't fool yourself, you wouldn't have suddenly become a respected member because you have an orange/green user color.