We went for a reconnaissance mission to Omicron Gamma and we were followed by TBH BS and GB. We were reinforced by Inquisitor~Richter who met with us in the Gamma system. My call was to return fire only, which as you can imagine happened quickly.
It was a bad call as BS are not engaged that easy from fighters only... and I suicided with a torp as you predicted.
Mark Kaine, a new recruit and old known character around, was kind enough to pinpoint some mistakes I made (which of course are not happening again). I took a serious note and thanked him for that. I received feedback from many other pilots that were on that mission.
All this is to say, is that I do not see myself fit to be Admiral of SA. Not with 21 members, from which many are skilled pilots and have a much better strategic thinking - a key factor to be considered a leader.
Thus I would like to present my request for my voluntary demotion for your consideration. There are better pilots out there, more fit to take my position. Thanks for everyone's support.