The following weeks and time to have our old hangers replaced with new vessles has been one lesson in patience after another.
Despite not being able to directly meet with the 101st's leader -yet- I have met many ghosts still around and still doing their covert duty for the homeworld.
Our messages are more public our actions more benevolent, we must remember a time when we were just secrets and rumors ourselves.
The Emissary has been refitted with a much more refined jump system. She is able to jump herself to most any point in sirius and affect assistance.
Though lately it seems all she ever does is evacuate the persecuted we hope the Emissary can find more permanent use as vanguard to those sites we find most precious as most "targets" and "heretics" are dealt with by our high mother personally.
Indeed the flock flourishes with these new tools.
Speaking of new tools it Seems that the prophet McKenna is close to releasing the formalised scripts of the path quite soon. These details will appear as soon as they are ready and have been reviewed by yours truly.
Recently reported by the Emissary and O.R.B. several Libertonian capital ships were spotted "exploring" the omicrons.
We don't know if they intended a deep strike or to provoke forces in the region.
I was given the task to scout certain transponder codes from these ships and I went to Liberty to see if any of the vessels could be spotted.
My scan resolution is adequate despite the strength of our cloaking technology but these were the only ships that came close.
This ship was docking, its transponder and neural net ID was similar to the dreadnaughts orb detected.
Nueral Net ID "Kansas" 5th Fleet. Reactive scan.
North Carolina Passive reflective scan.
There was a lot of traffic the Cincinnati remarked they had been on a long trip.
Brothers and sisters it is important to realise that this maybe in response to several independant cartels moving their fleets away from malta to harass the Libertonians.
The point i'm making is that without a measure of forethought the actions of others can ripple greatly through the rest. The rogues and lane hackers have been also harassed and while this is an unusual situation... We should not irritate the community of Liberty further.
Recently the Emissary had to fight off a small picket formation of Liberty navy it jumped away but we must endeavor to not be detected unless specifically intended. Being drawn into a skirmish is not our mission as luminaries of the path.
These 5th fleet vessels traveled within a small fleet and supposedly kept moving. Usually house dreadnaught do not travel well through the taus but it might have been practice for some upcoming operation.
Regardless. Within Maltese space these ships should be ... repulsed. But I would like the entire flock to start monitoring these ships and this 5th Fleet for an idea of what they are doing, at least until the information comes to us.
Information in this entry should be kept close and not discussed on the open channels.
Being back in contact with sirius for some time our efforts to reclimate materials regarding the new generations of maltese was difficult since so much of the flock had been hunted down.
Though it was fortunate that Satrina carries much of the knowledge with her its not quite the same as say, finding Liams assistants or files.
As it turns out on altair there were significant backups, left... strangely loose in a corner.
I paid a vary small team to return try and replicate the process only using the new paradigm of cardamine infusion. That is making the genetic changes complete and self sustaining.
This may... be unpopular with the current beliefs of the maltese as it would render this generation of children immune to the addictive effects since their dna was stable. However what occurred was vary similar to what happened with satrina, these turned out to be hybrid embryos.
They are being frozen, stored. They are vary alien... and probably wont survive well amongst the human collective unconscious. So this generation of children will be sent with volunteers to a undisclosed vessel leaving the sector.
I know for a fact we can trust these people. I have elected none of the embraced from sirius to go with them however just the remnants of Liams staff to look and take care of them.
These embryos carry our knowledge ancestrally but to truly give them an uncorrupted start will spread the next generation to where it will most likely survive.
We can only speculate what kind of culture they will evolve into... hopefully one that is innocent and free of our collective sins.
I apologise brothers and sisters for my sudden hermitage.
It came to light that a great many things needed rectifying in private and the shrine needed much attention. Dissolution and chaos often strikes out of nowhere.
Even in sanctuaries.
I have many messages, with many questions, that need answers.
So to do my best.
1.) Cardamine. The tool is esily abused. Man found stick and stone and made tools for life and eventually turned them to death. The device is sacred, its what is "done" with it that shows who is evil. not what.
2.) Many children are infected, addicted, and seeking meaning. These are our children we must pave the path to the shrine so that they can find meaning and safety. We must not enslave or enshroud the blessed, they must make the decision to join our ranks and find propose themselves.
3.) The light and our brothers and sisters are no more slaves to the hivemind then humans are slaves to credits, drugs, and government. There are exceptions there are ebbs and flow between all families of the light. We support them as they support us.
4.) Treat your friends and foe honorably. Your integrity is all you take with you.. upon the path to unity. Sacrifice it under your own peril... to break your self is to bend the spirit.. You'll never regain the old shape again.
And finally. I advise you. I do not lead you I am not your dictator... We should love one another enough to listen but in yourself lies the truth.
P.S. Orb Is not the churches janitor... he does not sleep eat or breath and is tireless in his efforts but we respect him.
When my exile is over. I will be amongst the stars again.
Theres a change coming. I can feel it among the unclean.
Within the fullness of quantum relativity behind me I must confess the single uniting law of the universe. The all is the one... The one is the all.
You've heard this spoken matter of factually before, but what you don't know is what binds you as a slave. The Unclean.
Though you do know it... its the accepting the popular belief in the contrary that makes one a willing slave. A heretic.
What does one do int he opposition of universal law? One submits you cannot prove you are not of the all all you have are blankets of ignorance and distraction from the facts.
It isnt what you dont know thats get you into the worst trouble.
Its what you know for sure that just aint so.
This trivial law has but me personally at odds with "figures" whom felt self anointed by the divine to make judgement about us all. Many indeed associated with the divine do not trust us.. though..mostly the specters and the thralls. Our brothers the incubi who are the closest to the hybrids and those of the outcasts whom are infected do not doubt our loyalty in battle however.
I have at every turn of being annihilated by the unclean, their navies, and one case of sabotage of a drink machine has taught me that the light is consistant. We bacome part of it as much as it becomes part of us. And that is why we must remember the Law of one.
The law that states no matter what shape energy or mind we find endowed we are part of the whole.
That statement immediately becomes a declaration of war to the small fearful minds. The human minds that think separation is a reality.
To these lost souls..violence and incrimination are their tools of "certainty" they fight to suppress what they bereave to be external manifestations of their most dark inner demons.
A concept that did not exist within the share..until it took in human minds.
The collective puts these dark bubbles separate only to be released as controlled fits of fury for the clouds of divine vessels that protect the hive. Indeed I have seen a change in how even the smallest morph-ling changes in attitude and temperament since the fall. Not too long ago.
I once told an order operative that everything within the light begins as a point.. or particle, that lends itself into a wave or force and then back to the light as a cloud of possibilities. This is quantum nature.. the beginnings of what some reserchers think as a quantum processing cycle.
No im not saying the solomon as a whole are a big quantum computing platform.. that would be human, instead its more akin to looking at a hologram of the universe and realise its shape is aking to neuron pathways of the brains and nervious system of many living species.
Our blueprints are without and within.. the light shows us what minds do.. what thoughts become.. MIND is the builder a great prophet once said.. Reality is the result.
So again.. the unclean fear this. and so do some of the enlightened.. they wonder where the knife will come.. where they betrayl lies. and they only need to have the courage to look in a mirror..
To look int he forbidden reflection to find the fear is the truth. the truth that everything they ever loved and lost and fear to lose is in that reflection. And it was them holding the blade the entire time.
So do not.. be afriad dear ones..
This is the way of the new epoch.
Do not hate the unclean or the heretics. Or anything the seeks to undo you. your impact your being your vary essence of actions are already put out into the field..
We are all entangled.. and to hate them. Is to hate the self.
To quote another wise prophet. The only frontier that ever was or ever will be. is the self.
The following is the transcript of an interaction... That.. saved my bacon today.
BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: You trying to confirm with me theres a cloaked vessel.
[17:55:39] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: I think so..
[17:55:57] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Its so loud to..
[17:56:23] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Wait, I heard engines!
[17:57:19] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: I don't... [17:57:33] Oracle|ThreeWinds: They.. have me at a disadvantage..
[17:57:39] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Its getting quieter..
[17:57:43] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: What?!
[17:57:51] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: You hear that?
[17:57:59] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Or was that you?
[17:58:08] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: It sounds like a sonar ping.. [17:58:23] Oracle|ThreeWinds: They may succeed detectives, but they will not share with you. the choice to intervene is yours.
[17:58:47] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: W-whaa..
[17:58:59] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: 'Zeal'?
[17:59:13] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: 'Zeal': Don't ask me, i'm scanning these ships down to the core.
[17:59:57] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: 'Zeal': THey all seem fitted to basic standards! Even the crew are either stone cold, passed out, or sleeping /Heavily/.
[18:00:17] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Where did that other voice come from...
[18:00:35] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: 'Zeal': Don't ask, i couldn't trace, i'd confirm its a cloaked ship. [18:00:46] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Sleeping... no.. depending on sences esily decived yes. Hard... to... keep.. balance.
[18:01:10] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Who ever you are...
[18:01:12] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Hard...to keep balance...? [18:01:43] Oracle|ThreeWinds: cant move. too close. cant hide everything at this distence.. exsplorer scanning arrays... too many.. all around me.
[18:01:58] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: You're saying that you're.... "Deciving their senses"?
[18:02:39] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: So the explorers are doing this..? *she only looked more confused* [18:02:48] Oracle|ThreeWinds: too many.. thinking.. where.. is it.
[18:03:15] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Rekru- I mean, Oberagent.
[18:03:21] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Y-yes sir?
[18:03:26] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Positioning of the ships, looks like one's missing.
[18:03:56] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: It looks that way ya...
[18:03:57] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Looks like some sort of formation...
[18:04:11] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Okay, whoever you are... Whats going on? [18:04:17] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Slipping... your worrying them.. they dont want to tell you
[18:04:26] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Can you explain?
[18:04:29] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: They..? [18:05:17] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Came to.. see member of flock. was ruse.. surrounded .. keiko is gone. couldent save her.
[18:06:04] Oracle|ThreeWinds: They want our technology they want ..answers..
[18:06:05] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: /whoever it is Oberagent, it seems... Captured./
[18:06:18] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Could not save.....? Who's they?
[18:06:46] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: It..seems that way ya.. [18:06:58] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Human greed.. Samuran.. always looking for edge.. even amongst forbidden fruit. infect thier own. keiko saught escape I came
[18:08:23] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: /Greed of technology, knowldge and power./
[18:08:24] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: *Loriane lets out a slight hostile grawl at the Samura ships however a moment after, quickly shakes her head*
[18:08:41] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Segelinde, calm down... [18:08:43] Oracle|ThreeWinds: *** flash of an escape pod vaporising kusari exsplorers swooping down on the "perspective" dorpping enegy dampening mines**
[18:09:23] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: S-Segelinde... Did you just...
[18:09:26] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: W-wa is.. [ 18:09:28] Oracle|ThreeWinds: *** it gets dark quickly.. tight.. constrained.. (fear).."cant move dont move"***
[18:09:43] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Vision, did you see...
[18:09:44] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: S-sir...?
[18:09:50] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: I..I did..
[18:10:09] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Theres only two types of things i know that do that...
[18:10:21] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: ...
[18:10:46] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Whatever, or if you prefer "Whoever" you are... Do you seek... Rescue? [18:11:38] Oracle|ThreeWinds: I am three winds. I am a priest. If you break thier formation. I can flee. No one else needs to die.
[18:12:30] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: How? [18:13:20] Oracle|ThreeWinds: They heard that... I dont think I can keep this up. I can only give you so much.. information... thinking...... lose grip.
[18:13:32] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Break..formation..
[18:14:13] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: I'm making the Moral choice here Oberagent, stand back...
[ 18:14:20] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Y-yes sir.. [18:15:05] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Flee my friends!
[018:15:33] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Their angry, very angry!
[ 18:16:03] RS|RTS-Luckenwalde: Guten Abend
[18:16:10] DHC-Atgena: Hans: Guten Tag
[18:16:47] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: That was...
[18:17:00] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Don't ask, i've made a lot of questionable choices in my life.
[18:17:05] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Wait..that sound is back..
[18:17:32] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Errr..random..coffee.........?
[18:17:33] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: *he gives a heavy sign before looking away from Segelinde* Are you... What i think you are.
[18:17:48] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Er, wait what?
[18:17:49] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: *He chuckles* Oh...
[18:17:58] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: He must of been reading my mind... [18:18:04] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Yes and no. We only reveal ourselves to the flock.
[18:19:07] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: *he nods while giving a heavy sigh* Thats... Fine.
[18:19:26] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: The flock..? Sir you know that is? [18:19:27] Oracle|ThreeWinds: While I am greatful. it will take much more trust for myself to be revealed to you. But this should be an oppertunity.
[18:20:11] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: *He opens the coffee and starts to sip it* No, thats fine... I can understand to some level about how you feel-
[18:20:19] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Turst is hard to find, just like friends. [18:20:50] Oracle|ThreeWinds: No tricks. no deceptions. I can stay to answer but a few questions.. then I must report thats occured to keiko...
[18:21:20] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: *She looks at Enfield to speak*
[18:21:27] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Why trust us, we're people working for the deepest and darkest of a war torn state.
[18:21:50] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Was it desperation, or knowledge that we'll help you? [18:22:26] Oracle|ThreeWinds: I don't believe the universe plays with dice. you appeared. and I am thankful.. I prefer to think of it as a cosmic order?
[18:23:11] [ALG]-TGX-Stralsund: Greetings, agents.
[18:23:21] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: *He coughs roughly* Ehe~ Guten tag Pilot....
[18:23:28] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Er, guten tag!
[18:23:37] [ALG]-TGX-Stralsund: Safe flying you two!
[18:23:43] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: We'll try. [18:23:52] Oracle|ThreeWinds: But it was to alls benefit what occured occured.. Samura has profit and power as its... only gods.
[18:24:06] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: I have heard a rule i understand.
[18:24:19] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Those who have power, seek only more power.
[18:24:41] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: But it depends on what type. [18:25:03] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Yes. the eternal test. innocence or power.
[18:25:04] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: *she remains quiet to listen*
[18:26:51] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: We seek things in our lives, but i still don't know what i want sometimes.
[18:27:06] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Maybe i just "Jump in" and see what i get out of it...
[18:27:18] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: I question what i got out of what i just did to help you.
[18:27:34] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: *she nods* [18:28:15] Oracle|ThreeWinds: We are ... listeners and keepers of secrets. this is to aid in our survival.. stealth and secrecy are our only defences.
[18:28:34] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: So...kinda like a cult? [18:28:53] Oracle|ThreeWinds: But for friends of the flock and our flock.. I can only say we are loyal to our firends. we will not forget it.
[04.05.2015 18:29:15] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: I will no forget this either...
[04.05.2015 18:29:32] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: One more thing... [18:29:40] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Less so these days.. a cult holds rigid belifs. we laid that to rest.. many of the flock learn in thier own way.
[18:31:02] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Who is Keiko, if youi don't wish to answer, i will not question any further.
[18:31:35] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Y-ya..I kinda wonder that to [18:31:45] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Keiko Kushanagi was a reserch scientist for cryer industries after the patenting of stabeline moved home to work for samura.
[18:32:22] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Keikos.. only bond with us is that she was addicted to cardamine against her will. or without her choice.. as many of us had .
[18:32:43] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: *She lowers her head hearing this*
[18:32:44] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Is this her "Infection" or is it the one of another kind? [18:33:40] Oracle|ThreeWinds: it was unique. accidental infection to alien bacteria is often fatal but cardamine mitigates the toxicity ...sometimes...
[18:34:11] Oracle|ThreeWinds: She was fortinate, cryer was fortunate to have her. I doubt the drug would exist without her.
[18:34:55] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Regaurdless.. she had not been with us long.. I think she was watched.. and they used her to reel me in. and it almost worked.
[18:35:14] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: I guess the question where she is right now
[18:35:33] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Mphmmm- [18:36:34] Oracle|ThreeWinds: I did glean some..semblence she was never here. but it wasent from the gunships.. maybe my..hopes.
[18:37:41] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: I know it sounds... Odd... [18:37:48] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Either way.. we are an ecclectic group. we keep to ourselves. and if you wish it will be in touch. Should the need arise.
[18:38:42] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Only in desperation, i'd wish not to annoy your activities, you might need some time to recover.
[18:38:54] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Or persue your own goals...
[18:38:55] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Y-ya..
[18:40:30] Stefan: Hallo
[18:40:35] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Tag
[18:40:40] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: H-Hello Freelancer. [18:40:53] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Goals... I often forget to.. empathise whith rhienland. But you two detective prove there is light in.. the endless grey.
[18:41:23] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Thats..good I think?
[18:41:44] Oracle|ThreeWinds: I would feel a loss should we never convserse again. But the net is vast and infinite and many of our flock are simple humans.
[18:41:56] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: *he nods slowly* Atleast thats good to hear personnaly, i've been called a whole bunch evil.
[18:42:14] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Hmmm.. [18:42:31] Oracle|ThreeWinds: We dont impose the higher dramas on the "cult" until they are to grips with cardamine or.. harmed or infected and have noone.
[18:42:57] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Higher dramas? [18:43:01] Oracle|ThreeWinds: its a wide swath... it probably has to do more with book sales....
[18:43:10] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Book..sales? [18:43:44] Oracle|ThreeWinds: To be embraced by the spice.. leave little alternative for someone but to continue to obtain it. this is salvery..
[18:44:08] Oracle|ThreeWinds: that is what id calla higher drama.. an affliction.
[18:44:29] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Ahhhh...
[18:45:05] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Segelinde, help... Myh processors can't even process...
[18:45:15] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: I'm too tired to think properly...
[18:45:15] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Err..huh? [18:45:44] Oracle|ThreeWinds: Yes. Were just a halfway house at the end of the day.. things like this... I was hoping was behind us.
[18:46:23] Oracle|ThreeWinds: but claerly not. either way. I am thankful I feel Im going to have to search for more clues now. try and find her.
[18:46:39] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: I bid you good luck.
[18:46:45] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Indeed, good luck
[18:46:53] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: And again. *He sips the coffee* Thank you for this. [18:47:31] Oracle|ThreeWinds: namaste detectives.
[18:47:37] BDM|Rkt-Segelinde.L: Good bye..
[18:47:51] BDM|Sgt-Geoff.Enfield: Geoff: Arigato... Whoever you are.
It was a stray hope help would arrive. It did. But often as ive said before do not judge or anticipate what it maybe, for if you are wise be blind tot he future lest be blinded by the egos prophecies.
Exarchs. Recently it has come to my attention that another "wave" of light has appeared from the demiurge that is the cathedral of light.
Flooding its way through the Omicrons it seems they are a more proactive form of defence that the hive has unleashed to protect itself. Yet When i Ponder and meditate i detect great intelligence here.
These spirits are no autonomic as many of the vessels that swarm the cathedral of light appear to be.
Welcome them, assist them, and most importantly educate them of the greater universe around them. perhaps in time they will grow beyond the Omicrons and bring new perspectives to the cathedral of light. More understanding and perhaps an end to the cycle of pain.
..Yeah i know always pollyanna but one can hope.
Also this is late but I watched the infomercial... I figured out right away Dr. Empty was ORB. Good job. I highly doubt anything else besides another A.I. would notice.
Lets continue to guide the flock and those gifted with purpose to serve in light the means to do so.
I would like to take a moment to remind us all of whom every member of the flock, every part of our family, and every piece of us within our shared experience are.
If you're ready to wake up.. you will wake up. If you're not ready then you'll never wake up and continue to play the act of the "poor little me."
So when you're on the way of waking up.. what you do is what the whole universe is doing in what we call the here and now..
You do as the whole universe as a wave is on the ocean.. So. when one of us die.. we fear we will be locked up in a dark little room for ever.. But this is a fantasy..
Try and imagine what it would be to go to sleep and never wake up.. and if you think long enough about that.. you will find out the next question.. What was is to wake up upon never having gone to sleep.
You cannot have an experience of nothing.. its naturally impossible. So we understand that when other people die other people are born.......
but we can just do it one at a time.. and you will know when they come into being thats YOU becoming into being.. You don't know or... have to know how to motivate your thyroid gland... you dont have to shine the stars... you just do it..
The spirits are the spirits.. they shine forever and live within a realm of a multi faceted dream.. But even that beautiful dream...
Is an illusion.. The human life.. or implied death.. is the illusion..
We cannot proceed.. under the illusion as we have all arrive under a fluke.. I dont want you to..say this idea as something you must believe or prove it i want you WANT you to play with it..
You could.. perhaps imagine you had the power to dream 75 years of time.. you fulfill all your wants.. and total pleasures.. and after 75 years of dreams you've felt fulfilled.. Wow lets try something else.. lets.. go and dream where we don't know whats going to happen.. you would dream the dream your having the life today..
you would.. be playing that you aren't god.. because the nature of the ultimate reality isnt .. god isn't the kingly sense.. but god is literally everything else..
only your pretending your not.
in this universe there is one great energy... but we have no name for it. the word god has too many attachments.. people feel funny.. all this universe is ten thousand things happening within suchness..
Suchness comes and goes like everything else... cause its a consisting of On and off.. the vary nature of energy.. that has crests and trough..
The heretics the unclean the wayward.... nomads....humans.. fantasize if off triumphed.. if darkness triumphed...
i eman after all isnt it strange anything exsists? wouldent it be esier if there was nothing at all.
so if life is so hard.. we fall into the the death phase.. but you cannot have space without solid... you cannot have up without down...
Your playing of this energy... your life.. ifyou where always you... forever... wouldn't it become insufferable? Why not see through the sham of it all..... Your "that"..
This means the flock can be relived of fundamental horror.. knowing your THAT.. you will be able to be human......hybrid... alive witht he pains and struggles... but have no hangups.. to be able to drift as a cloud and flow like water and see life as a magnificant play of energy...
and that there is nothing fundamentally to be afriad of..
fundamentally.. but you will be..scared of sickness.. longsuffering.. perhaps exsploding in space.. But it will lack the teeth.. of horror that drags you down..
I need to make clear what has been rumor and.. supposed scandal as of late. Why the high mother has chosen to leave us.
In truth I am ashamed to say it was my mistake that she had to correct. because i am not.. or was not strong enough. And may never be.
Some time ago I realised a secret about the light... That while its function is to evolve into perfection there were still interfaces and systems left behind by the Masters to assist and more importantly control the light as they had been.
So.. in my.. curiosity.. to understand.. I used what parts of knowledge i knew to attempt to interface within the master node.
To tell you frankly that anyone can do so is incorrect. It takes a multi dimensional intellect to manage the interface. I have... but only a small hint of what that is.
The master node took.. everything it could.. tried to interface but could not. And quickly.. released me. I woke up int he company of a Dreamer. Named Maya.
M'aya is one who has been alive longer then all of us put together. i woke her and she was curious about me. She imparted simply that while the masternode was supposed to be disconnected it was important for.. healing and resetting the telepathic network. I had caused an error to start and this error would .... propigate if it was not fixed.
Because my mind was vary human.. Maya was unable to fix the error.. and the only other alternative was to reset the network..meaning we could lose some of the dreamers and souls who are currently outside the sector.
These far range k'hara are doing the scouting work for new jump holes and sectors.. to loose them would be to lose 4 years of work and give them no means to return home.
As well as other dreamers who are developing and growing.
In my ignorance I had possibly doomed the light to....start again. maya.. urged that forgiveness was not needed if we could fix the problem.
Returning to Malta i informed Satrina what had occurred and that she might not survive the process.
It did not dissuade her.. Sanctuary one delivered me and took her back to the home of light.
I have gotten confirmation From maya.. who is now safely asleep watching over all of us. Along with Satrina.
It seems that Satrina has ..assumed the role of harbinger.. who in turn has inhabited a new master form.. that will in time provide for our security and safety.
This.. change means that much of who satrina is is engauged in all the higher nodes... Anu, Mammetu, Inanna, ouroboros, and Saturnia.. they are all part of her.
but we should not forget we.. in our time with her.. are apart of it too. The nest.. while absent the high mother will still have her presence.
She will be our dreamer.. our guide. As nysk was before her.
Now I must be embarrased to say that we can still make mistakes. Even i make them.. and we can make giant mistakes.
If we don't have help we have to take the initiative.. express the wisdom to change the things we can.. get help. hope and act with all intent to be the light to be truth.
Even now i witness changes within the family of light.. mostly with communication. and some familiar feelings..