from the age of sixteen, I was a Hessian, raised and taught by them for years, of course, I would be stuffed with our ideology and manipulated, I know that I always did, I didn't care, though, the Hessians were my family and I am glad they were. With those words, I am sure you already know what I am trying to say, I am leaving the Armee. This all started when my husband told me about him almost being hunted down by Hessians when he refused to kill civilians, this is something the Armee just doesn't do well enough: differing between those we need to fight and those that we want to join our fight. I have seen the way you make us look to the public "join us or die" is not the way to fight for the people, it is terrorism. I have always looked up to you and wished I could stand at your place, now I know that I never could, I am not enough of a Hessian after your principle. The Hessians in your Armee would need to be brutal and ruthless killers, something I simply am not. You know that and everybody else knows that, yet, I did my work and fought those who we all were supposed to fight, I did it my way, I did not attack our civilians, I still became a Major, maybe that means that fighting the government only is not such a bad thing? But the higher I would go, the closer your eyes would have been on me, the more you would have seen me as "weak" which I might be for Hessian principles. I have always been unfitting, although I can fight and all, the Hessians never removed my kindness and the rest of me that was "too human". I sure could have been a good florist, right? Sure, this might sound like I have an easy time leaving, but I do not, not at all. I will miss you, although I didn't know you, I will miss their bar talks about you, I will miss it all. I hope you can find a way to win your fight and ... do it the right way, for this I wish you good luck and I thank you for the trust you have put in me, I am glad I leave before you get aggressive for my personality. Maybe our paths will cross again, and no matter what I became to this point, I wish I could have talked to you from person to person for once and maybe we can do it then. Say bye to Ren or Brigadegeneral Xiaolian from me and of course to all the others. Farewell, Anna, Generalmajor of the Hessians and the most fearsome lady I know.
Sender:Generalmajor Anna Heinrich, Rote Hessen Armee. Recipient:Lena Reimann Topic:Resignation
Guten abend,
What some people define as atrocities, others define as means of security. It's a shame a promising Major fails to differentiate atrocities from means of security. There are no honeyed words or sweet comments that can deviate my frustration in your early retirement. I respect your opinions on me, but I lack the sympathy for individuals who quit when their fellow countrymen need them the most.
That being said, officially, I accept your resignation. Lena Reimann you no longer hold any authority over Hessian personnel, the Jotunheim will be stripped from your command and re-assinged to another officer. The Ferniswolf will also be stripped from your command and re-assinged. You are to leave all equipment made by the Army which includes, but is not limited to, Ships, weapons, and arms, behind. You will be permitted to reside as a civilian of the Hessians on Vogtland, your access codes to all other ranking military installations will be revoked immediately. Lack of compliance from you or any of your former crewmen will result in their arrest.
Unoffically, if you wish to meet me in person ever, or if you wish to return. Contact me over this frequency.
Lukas just told me about what you told him, just as a sidenote, I really didn't leave because of him and he didn't leave because of me, we had our reasons. Now I have been with the Order for a few weeks and I must say... I miss the "old" days, you know what I realized? I never met you in person, ever, back then I think I just didn't have the chance, you were busy as well, makes it a bit hard. I hope apart from that you didn't go to hard on Lukas... he doesn't mean it bad, he cares about Rheinland, I do, and so do you, we just all have different ways to express this, yours being a bit too rough for Lukas and me, more for him though, I was able to cope with it, how not, at last, I lived with you all and I also miss you all, it is like I'd have left a family, just that I never was able to meet "the mother". Would you ever consider to meet me? On a drink or something? I could even arrange to come to Vogtland if you wish, I just want to remain in a good state with you and the rest of the Hessen and maybe say hello. Funny... just a few weeks ago I was eager to leave, now I feel like I did make a mistake, just in case and I really mean just in case, would there be a free place for me? You don't need to answer, if we could meet you could tell me there.
Sender:Generalmajor Anna Heinrich, Rote Hessen Armee. Recipient:Lena Reimann Topic:Redemption?
Hmm,
I'm still disgusted with the both of you, regardless if he was the cause or not. Turning your back to your people when they need you is about as good as betraying them. I won't have Lukas slow me down, not when I need everyone up to speed. What disgusts me even more is that you would trade out your people for a group of self glorifying terrorists who would seek to put Rheinland under its heel for their own obsession with aliens. I consider the Order to be an unfriendly party for their lack of cooperation with me, and refusal to contact me directly. I'm not sure I can believe what I'm hearing, it sounds more to me like the Order just wants you to meet me in person. Don't use some emotional tone to backtrack me into welcoming you back with open arms.
You'll have to give me a reason to meet you, especially now when my people need me the most.
now I would be quite disappointed if I didn't know something like that was coming, I forgot to tell you that my time in the Order ends as quick as it started, I just have the same transmission code right now, I am actually stationed at the Coalition right now, waiting for them to accept me, and now let me tell you something. I was with the Hessians since I was 16 years old, I don't care what the Order is or what not, nothing in this world could give me the order to spy on my own former family, you should know that, strong and powerful you are with all due respect, you lack the human vision, see what is beyond those signs and uniforms you know me, well, you know what I did in the Armee, you speak like I ran away from you, say that I left my people when they needed me and turned my back, the truth is, I never turned my back to the Armee, I always had an eye on what was going on and honestly, due to my doubts about myself in the Armee, my capabilities were not as impressive as weeks before it, I am also not speaking for the Order and I won't ever come that far, this is just between you and me, think about them what you want, I am not a part of them anymore. It was not easy to leave you all, that is making me quite upset, my own former idol and leader suspects me of treachery even though I went through hell with her followers, please, read my message again and try to see it without the eyes of a suspecting leader. The day you declare me as a traitor would be the day I loose all hope in the Revolution and sadly, you as well, but I know that won't need to be necessary.