ᛜ Father: Påhl Löfgren ᛜ Mother: Anette Löfgren ᛜ Sibling(s): Magnus Löfgren ᛜ Married to: N/A
ᛜ Education: Psychology Major (unfinished), Basic Combat Training ᛜ Previous Occupation(s): Mercenary
Growing up on Planet New Berlin wasn't difficult which cannot be said for the Hamburg Planet. I wasn't the only child in my family, I had my brother Magnus that was just 3 years younger than me. When our parents were at work, I was in charge of keeping an eye on my younger brother. I remember him being a real pain in the ass, but I loved him nonetheless.
Mother and Father had decent jobs, they were both teachers at the Berlin University therefore they had very good salaries. They both wanted me to become a teacher as well, I was under their 'influence' , I've always done what they told me to do even though they weren't always right and I knew it, but I would do it either way. At that time I wasn't thinking with my own head, one day something simply clicked in my head, I started reading more, I could feel the change being made day-by-day.
My interest in human mind and behavior rose over the years, the interest level was high enough for me to begin studying Psychology. Education was very important to my parents and I pretty much always agreed with them regarding that topic. Although they weren't sure whether I made the right choice, they were quite happy. That happiness changed when I decided to join the Army for a year. They've tried to talk me out of that idea, trying to control my life, but I didn't let them do that. I've joined the Army for a year and a half and completed my training. Once my training was over I continued the studies.
The Army changes a man, I've been told that by a lot of people yet I didn't believe them, guess I was wrong because it did change me. I've started looking at the world from a whole other perspective.
Life is a card game - Each player must accept the cards life deals him or her, but once they are in hand, he or she alone must decide how to play the cards in order to win the game. I came to realization that it was true when my professor called me in his office. He thought he had the 'good' cards; he invited me into his office to 'talk'. At that time I was only one exam away from my diploma and that very teacher was the one that didn't like me for some reason. I only found out later that he was in love with my mother, but she didn't love him back, I guess he was trying to punish me.
I went to his office to see why he called me.
Ever since I entered his office I felt strange, he was very sketchy. As I was sitting in the leather chair waiting for an explanation, he went to the door and locked them, I could hear the click. I became even more nervous. He told me angrily that I wasn't going to pass unless I do something for him. It was obvious what he wanted from me, but once I declined and tried to leave the office, he wouldn't let me. The teacher approached me, squeezed my arms and took off my shirt. I resisted, but he was way stronger than me. He did hit me a few times, trying to knock me out so I could stop resisting though I was still standing. I tried screaming, but it was useless, he bent me over his table, pulled down my pants, I grabbed a pen that was on his table among other things and stabbed him in his right thigh. It all became easier from that moment, my heart was beating so damn hard. The stab wasn't enough for him so I grabbed the lamp and smashed his head with it.
My purse was on the ground along with my teacher that was slowly getting up. I grabbed my knife from the purse, he tried to tackle me, but was unsuccessful as I stabbed him directly in his throat. The blood was everywhere, he was dying, I approached him with a smile on my face, looked him straight in his eyes and asked if he felt good. I then placed him in his chair, pulled out the knife, the blood was everywhere. My heart was racing, but I felt good all of the sudden. The murder was obvious, him and I, we weren't in good relations, quite the contrary, people knew that. I was scared that they could 'make' me a murderer like it wasn't a self defense. Jail was constantly on mind, Police making the arrest and all that.
It was my turn, I had the good cards in my hands and chose to play them. I cut of his dick, placed it on his table and wrote a message on the paper saying '' I've tried to r4pe my student ''. Luckily no one saw me exit his office. I tried to disguise as best as I could, I've left the building and went straight home.
Once I got to my apartment, I took of my clothes put in the black bag and placed it in my locker. Next was a long hot shower. My brain started processing what happened and I was still in shock. Thoughts were spinning in my head, I tried to find a solution, tried to figure my next step, I had to do it quickly and so I did.
The money that I've had on my savings account was more than enough for me to live for at least two years without any worries. My message to my parents before I left was " I'm on vacation ". I flew to Bretonia, I had friend there, on Planet Cambridge. He took me in for a few days, he was great to me, I met him on Planet Stuttgart when I was 18, him and I became pretty much best friends, but I haven't told anybody why I'm really in Bretonia.
After a few days I found my own place on Planet Cambridge, it wasn't big, but I was quite satisfied with what I got. Rheinland on the other hand, Berlin to be precise was wondering about the murder. Did he deserve that? Who was responsible? Those were the questions no one had the answer to.
Even though I had money to survive for two years, I just had to do something to redirect my thoughts. Since the Corsair threat in Cambridge system was at an alarming rate Bret's were paying good money for their heads. I would usually take the job, go in, go out and get payed. Sure I wasn't the greatest pilot, but neither were the Corsairs that I've encountered. I've spent a year doing this silly job and after a year I thought that I was safe enough to return to Rheinland without anyone suspecting that I committed a murder. I was wrong for I have found out that I was on the wanted list. That I found out when I was in Stuttgart, two Police Officers recognized me on Planet Stuttgart, they tried to arrest me, but I just couldn't let them. I killed them both after they tried to beat me before the arrest. I left the crime scene without witnesses or so I thought.
By the time I was around Freiburg, the Police and even Military was alarmed. Passing Ulm Border Station was very difficult, though I managed to lose the pilots that were chasing me around Gubenfelde Cloud in Omega-7. I was sure that I have escaped once I was in Omega-5. The system was new to me, I didn't know much about it. The patrol of Red Hessians stopped my ship. I've explained the situation to them and why I was in the system, I wasn't hoping that they will either understand or believe me, but they understood and the believed me, they've even offered me a place to stay on Ronneburg Base that was in the system. Shortly after, I moved from Ronneburg to Freeport 1 where I stayed for a while.
Freeport 1 is where I met the most charming person in my life, he was a Rheinlander named Nyáll Östberg. I met him in the bar, after two days of him constantly looking at me from across the bar, I decided to approach him and introduce myself. Even today I'm not sure why I did that, but I am glad that I have. He told me why he was there, I told him why I was there, we talked a lot and got to know each other.
A Month later I received a transmission from Nyáll saying that he knows what I did and what I am capable of, offering me an opportunity to become something greater. Nyáll formed a personal army called AESIR, he gathered mercenaries from across the Sirius, people that wanted new and better Rheinland. I became a part of AESIR and supported Nyall with everything he did. AESIR grew bigger and bigger. Nyáll decided to support the Hessian movement, offering full support of AESIR which was used in two major fights in Stuttgart and Omega-7.
The Reutlingen Siege will be remembered for it's great accomplishment. That day I was ordered to delay the reinforcements coming from New Berlin. The Siege took place in Omega-7 and me, alongside other AESIR pilots, were supposed to delay the reinforcements as much as possible. Our bomber and fighter wings were successful in defeating the reinforcements in Stuttgart which secured the Siege.
The Reutlingen was destroyed and Rheinland with it's corporations; weakened. After the Siege, AESIR members began distributing Diamonds and our Commander - Nyáll Östberg continued supporting the Hessian Army.
My parents and brother moved to Liberty after the incident, the second one where I killed two Police Officers. I haven't contacted them ever since I went to Bretonia, I miss them, but I don't think they miss me.
One Month ago Commander Östberg decided that AESIR and it's assets should move to the Red Hessian Army. All members of the AESIR have been advised to join the Hessian Army, many of our members listened to Nyáll and joined the Army including myself. The ones that chose to leave, they went to either Omicrons or Bretonia and are still loyal to Nyáll.