Well, this one's gonna be short, after about a week of pondering i've finally decided to acquire a new fighter, aswell as my Gunboat, it will have the ID "Delexis"...
Delexis, my commander, is... Changing, he accepts more but is also more... Aggressive, I've been seeing weird things since the Spirit and all of that jazz, and I don't want to go into a heavy explanation.
He has been in contact with Zenon, and, Zodiac ships, they found him... And that isn't good, it means time is running short, bad things are going to happen, soon...
This is it... I'm doing it, taking a new path in life, forgetting everything I had to focus on what I have now, it's only a matter of time before the Imperial Navy recovers and/or kills me, so I'm doing this while I have the chance...
The time is now, I have my equipment, once I do this, things will change...
First, I must set the Hydrogen bomb to detonate on command in a mine shaft on Pittsburg. Then, during daytime, set it off, thousands of deaths and millions of dollars of damage in seconds, then, load up the small transport with the anti-matter devices, cause some "Fleet Damage" as it were, ram it into some battleships and set it off, the yield on those bombs should be enought to vapourise them...
Let's see how it pans out....
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HA! It worked! I fled to Rochester, they won't look for me there, surprisingly, they all went to the badlands! Stupid, stupid Navy, well this will be my last entry for quite some time, and, I hope it is found by someone...
My superiors would be proud of my efforts...
I'm going to be a scurge to humanity, kill or be killed, no surrender, no failure... Death and destruction shall follow in my wake, and nothing will be left.
... Hmm... I'm leaving this message un-marked and encrypted...
I recieved a transmission from the Battleship "Geodorvan" // not in game:D// a Zodiac Apocolypse battleship, probably tasked with my recovery, interesting...
Surprising they found me. Well, for a while I shall continue normal operations, untill I'm considered a big enough threat to Sirius to really cause some damage...
Looking back on old logs...
(just after joining the Zodiac Imperials)
Well, I've arrived at Fernon, big planet, military controlled, it took us a few days to get out here from the core systems, and it's pretty isolated, but it has to be, it harbours ships like the Varen...
So, we got off the transport right, the first thing I see is soldiers marching to the port entrance of the Varen, I just watched their discipline, they do what they're told, when they're told to do it, like robots... Hell, some of them were Cyborgs.
... Ack! Ok, well, I'm now stationed on the Varen, I'm part of "Planetfall" it's a specialised unit made for first ground contact... Anyway, we had our first major battle, we pushed through their defensive line of ships and headed for the surface, and I'll tell ya what, it wasn't as glorious as the propaganda was saying...
I'll put it simply, the things I saw here will scar me for life, and it's just an example of what's to come, we were tasked to penetrate a city and comb it over like a wave, seemed redundant, after all, we ended up causing the star to Nova... Well, the things I say, civilians begging for mercy, we were ordered to kill anyone and anything, if it moved shoot it, so I followed orders, killed children, elders, even other soldiers, all with families and friends, it isn't a nice feeling knowing you took someone's life, after all, they're just doing their job eh?
But, I think this is just an example of what's to come, this was effectively a genocide, yes we did this an excess, but the Federation has been asking for this, but I'm afraid that both sides are going to end up killing eachother, that we will ALL die, and we may not be as lucky as the humans were at Sol, we will hunt eachother down to the last two... I can't believe it, my parents would hate me for this, and so would my sister, although, my little brother, he woulld just be impressed, of course I hope he never has to experience this...
// look at the "Genocide" log, shows some personality change because of the experiment ;) //
Thinking about the experiments... I realise now, what my mistake was, signing up for this biomass infusion, bad idea mate...
I remember the first day on the program, sitting in my "cell", with another subject in the room accross from mine, we would talk for hours, about anything, home, war, and how pointless it is...
Then they brought along the mutagens, the one thing I never told anyone, effectively I'm a mutant, these mutagens were a mixture between certain human DNA strains, and our own... Bad combination, It rendered us almost imobalised for days at a time, made us more aggressive, to the point where I had to be isolated and sedated for killing a scientist and 3 Guards!!
Pointless crap, I don't know why I did it... Guess I wasn't thinking...
I remember my first taste of freedom after that atrocity, it felt like a lifetime, but in reality it was only a few mere months... Yes, I was free, but I didn't "escape", I've, as of this moment been deployed to quell a rebellion, one soldier, controlling a ship ment for hundreds, this is where ReLIC comes in, an AI infusion, the whole point is for singular biological control of a vessel... Now I see the greater purpose I serve, my suffering means nothing, not compared to what is to come...
However, I'm some-what angry, with myself, what I've done... I killed possibly the only person I ever "loved" just to prove a point, to send a message, it sickens me, of course, this is after I went rampant and waged a personal war against both the Federals and the Monarchy (// Zodiac Imperialists//). Ahh, I remember her, she was the best thing that ever happened to me, of course, we were only friends, because we served in the same squadron it would be.... "Against the rules" to have a relationship of that sort, then I signed up for "ProjectX".
I'm not saying what happened in-between, would be unwise, lets just say, the person I once loved, now is the representation of everything I hate in this universe, so, when I touched down on Chaimor, I first made my way to a local bar, to have a drink, then, I saw a group of 4 soldiers walk down, her being one of them, so I followed them to a more... Populated area, hiding in the shadows and roof-jumping, 'till we came to the square... I jumped down, pulled out my blade, and killed two of them with one clean swipe, then grabbed her, with my blade to her neck... I kicked her legs out from underneath her and pulled out my sidearm, shot the other soldier as he tried to whack me, she was on her knees, I can't believe I did this, but after a short monologue about honor, and war...
She was begging, for mercy, but, being in somewhat of a state of rage, I pointed the pistol between her eyes, the red dot from the laser being right on centre... And I pulled the trigger...
To this day, that moment haunts me, even after I did it, I realised what a mistake I made, but it was too late to change it. What's done is done. But I wake up every morning, remembering that, and wondering why the gods have let me live for commiting such an act, I must serve a great purpose, to have survived this far.
Hm... I've been hearing more and more about these "Phantoms", their objectives are somewhat clouded, but then, whose aren't eh? It's... Interesting to research them, ask around, see what anyone knows...
However I have become aware that one of them tried to take out my "financer", I'm not naming names, it would be unwise... -They- could be shot for assisting me, I think it could be regarded as high treason or what not...
Heh, that's what I'm gonna be done for, my species wants to recover me, and I -could- be charged for around 473 million deaths, and 20 staged murders, aswell as, well, I'd rather not talk about that, it makes me a bit upset it does... And, not to mention, I supplied fleet info. to the federals, so that's some treason right there, but I don't know if the Monarchy knows of this, luckily.
