I miss sister. Why she isn't calling me? And why Rachel honey isn't answering either?
I didn't expect her to understand. They never do.
Yet i tell them. But it's as if they weren't listening...
Or am i explaining badly?
I think it's why Jean decided to die all of a sudden...
I miss him so much. Why did he do such a terrible thing?
Izumi honey was a bit mean with him but... It wasn't as if she was the only girl in Sirius.
I tell them i love everyone. They don't believe me and say i don't know what loves really mean.
Jean... I think that's what he thought... That i was playing with him.
I tell them and they never listen.
Sister didn't listen too. And she asked me to chose between Rachel honey and her.
And because i wasn't telling anything, she left... Angry with me.
Now nobody knows where she is.
[...]
Xavier contacted me tonight. Ages i didn't see him!
It looked like he was in a sorry state... A bit.
He then told me episkopie passed away.
I loved him. He was funny even if... A bit weird!
And he was nice. I remember when he said he would protect me from mom' when he was organizing that nice party in Baffin.
We had so much fun there and... I didn't see Baffin since a fair while... I remember i was in the Puppy honey, back in time...
That's depressing.
Anyway... We talked a bit with Xavier.
He said he was tired of his bachelor lifestyle. He then finally admitted after i pestered him a little bit that he would like to find a girl he would love.
That's nice!
I think Pandie honey would be a nice girl for him... I mean she is cute and... She is so funny!
Xavier is a nice boy but... He's a bit careful and.. Calm...
He would really need a girl like Pandie... Who would make him dare doing crazy things... Make his life unforeseeable And of course... Worth living!
But he said he didn't want her in his bed! Ah!
In the end we agreed he should wander a bit in Sirius to meet nice girls. No way he wouldn't find what he seeks that way!
Annnd... He said i could come with him! That will be funny!
But... First.
I think i will have to go back again to Baffin...
I was supposed to go back to Baffin today but... I decided to head to Omicrons instead. I was a bit worried about Leenawx...
What i found in Minor was a bit creepy... And beautiful too.
Fune said nobody is alive there anymore. They didn't all die, right?
I wandered a bit. Maybe i could save a sweetheart? But i didn't find anyone. However i found a funny hole and i decided to see what was behind.
Some place i never saw...
As i was tasting the void there, a ship appeared. It was Leenawx!
However... He changed so much.
I think he hated himself even more than the first time i met him. And this time he didn't want me to help him.
I'm glad he's alive even if... He isn't happy. Better than nothing!
After he left, i kept wandering a bit and entered in a shiny system. I was soon stopped by a sweetheart who told me i wasn't allowed there... I asked if i could dance to make people happy but he said they had better things to do...
So... i came to Delta because Fune was hungry... I had to dance a bit to pay for her food.
Then i wandered in Omicrons.
Met there a funny junker... Bobbie honey.
He wanted to go back to Liberty to sell some fire-sticks because he was broke.
We went there together and he told me his story. He isn't quite a lucky boy!
Even in love.
He told me a funny story about a girl named Vannie when we had some drinks in Newark.
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After he left, i wandered in New London. I don't like much how it looks here. It's a bit depressing.
I danced on Trafalgar though... It's always amusing to dance in Junkies bars.
Even if it smells funny sometimes.
Then... As i was having a tea near that big shipyard, Fune told me a blue sweetheart was nearby.
We started to talk a bit. He was funny!
He asked me what was sex about.. And why i wasn't trying to get pregnant... I think...
Then it seemed he was looking for his daddy and mommy... But... I couldn't really help him.
I don't talk often to blue sweethearts because they don't like me for some reason...
He then proposed me to show me a shiny place. I followed him because that sounded funny.. Even if Fune was mumbling it wasn't a good idea.
I talked to him a bit about Tavie's mommie as we were flying. He sounded amused.
Then we went to Newcastle and we arrived to a shiny thingy dingy.
That was beautiful!
The blue sweetheart asked me to come near him and then... I don't quite remember?
I just remember some purple light near me and... I think at some point Fune yelled because something entered inside her.
When i woke up, i was in some medical room. A sweetheart told me i was inside the Hyperrrron... Or something!
But i was still talking with the blue sweetheart, somehow.
I was in a big empty white space, and the blue sweetheart was a purple light. I hugged him for a while i think.
He was full of love. That was so nice!
Though... I think that scary woman was looking at us and... I think she played with the blue sweetheart too...
I feel her sometimes... Inside me. That's creepy.
The blue sweetheart seemed to be happy. He said i was white.
But he had to leave when the woman blew some funny wave.
After that i think i slept for a while.
When i woke up i was in another room.. Quite dirty.
I teased a bit a boy and a girl working there... They said i was inside Mull hospital.
And... Soon Tavie appeared from nowhere! It seems he entered inside Fune to pick me up. That's so nice!
I was quite tired however... He told me a bed story and [...]