I have never told anyone this, but when my mom phoned me to tell me that my grandma died, I was playing c&c red alert (1). For a while I just kept playing the mission, and wondered if there was something seriously wrong with me that I didn't cry or stop but just kept coldly playing the game. It wasn't a few hours later, when I heard Puffy Daddy's version of the song "Every Breath You Take" that I cried. Thank you, Puff Daddy, for saving at least a part of my soul.