Ok, a while back, there was some SCRA in New York, it was Yue Fei if I remember correctly, damn... Reminds me so much of what I USED to be, patriotic, defensive, and agreed with the SCRA's causes without hesitation, sign of the times then eh? Ha ha...
Now, as much as I DON'T like this, if it were a different universe, I could probably consider her a friend, but not now, not with all of this happening, it would be hipocritical wouldn't it?
Well, must be off again, things to do...
Hmm... First taste of human flesh recently... Was hungry, nothing aboard so I ate a hostage, nice meat, but not much of it, not to mention the muscle is a bit chewy, hard to bite into...
Recently met this -man?- named Jarach', nice enough guy, but is very deceptive, and... Secretive, I'm not going into details, but, lets just say he isn't -normal-...
On a lighter note, I have purchased a destroyer, still names the "Agent.Of.Chaos", been covering pirates around Liberty, but I still need ALOT of practice.
Anyways... Off do fly, explore, kill...
Some are born great, others achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them...
Now, that is an interesting quote from ancient human literature, I did my research, couldn't read the man's name, though.
Okay, this is different, met my first Phantom, Hellbound... He's very... Odd.
I'll give him this much, he's good at explaining things, but, like most of his foolish Human counterparts, he underestimates my knowledge, and, because of him, I will probably never be able to be of use to anyone in Sirius, adios suckers!
Hm, been in contact with Jarach' again, but, I'm having some bad things happen, I'm changing again, for the worst this time. Not to mention the fact that the "Spirit" hates his guts, and encouraged me to kill him.
On a lighter note, the, one I said I killed, she isn't -actually- dead, no, she's been in my cryo tubes the whole time, and I'm one step closer to saving her, her name, Kaira... Hm, well, let's hope it works eh?
... I remember when I ran from it all like it was yesterday, the killing, the fleets hunting me, everything I did just to taste a breath of freedom, and now it all seems like it was in vein. Well, It's not like I have any real purpose in Sirius, so I end up on backwards raids and running dock control when no one else is around, boring...
Hm, escaping wasn't really easy, for one, I had to convince ReLIC to disobey orders, and THAT is hard... I mean it'd be like betraying your parents, but it was it's creators. There was one OTHER experiment that helped me escape, but I had to ditch him, sadly, feel sorry for doing that, but I had to. I don't know what happened to him other than knowing he's alive, so at least I know THAT much.
The commander is becoming more and more... Unstable, unlike him. He has come to trust the one named |Jarach'| but, considers him a passive threat, it's the best the Commander has given anyone apart from Kai. This, in essence is a good sign, but with recent events... Well, his new "friend" is in a lot of danger.
</ReLIC Data. Unit 1-kk.L-a/>
The Commander's changes have started to... Slow... But his hormone levels are rising, suggesting that it isn't far off, I have taken the liberty of disabling the ships engines, for now. But it will only be a matter of time before he repairs them, so I guess I have to wait and see.
</ReLIC Data. Unit 1-kk.L-b/>
The Commander fixed the engines, and connected with Jarach' outside Malta, they flew to Omega-52 and mapped the system, the Commander seems to like it's environment, and thinks it is an excellent base of operations for the Coalitions, however the locals don't seem to like him very much. Let's just say the Commander flew out with 2.4 million (Sirius credits) worth of Guard pilots, coming in at about 102 of them.
*Slight scratching is heard amongst the Commanders equipment*
...This... My ship, my home... *Laughs softly, but violently* If it can be regarded that, I've killed more people in a single room here, then I did when I escaped. This place... Sirius, it is doing something to me, and I am going to change again, soon.
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<|:|Restarted|:|>
I think it is time... Time... Is it really that -time- again? Heh, infinite, but yet there isn't enough of it. *Delexis pulls away* Time, to move up the body count... *His voice gets slightly deeper and more scratchy* Now... Who wants to go first?
</Closed/>
</ReLIC|:|Entry/>
This is not good, not good at all. And this time I cannot slow him down... I will do my best to calm him, but it is only a matter of... -Time-...
I shall try to attempt to sedate him, but I doubt it will be very successful, and should anyone find this... *static*
I'm feeling... Resentful. I don't know why I didn't get more involved in Zenon's previous offer, but this was, a month or two ago, but, too late for that now, I don't think my previous actions would -impress- him, as to speak.
But, not all is so bad, Jarach' accepted my offer, but, recently we haven't been able to explore, sadly. He is getting suicidal, I've had to intervene twice now. His head is chaotic, and I really wish I could share my "Gift" with him, but, it isn't always so easy. It would very likely kill him, and the Spirit still isn't fond of him, but I've drowned out it's "requests" for me to kill him, for now.
But, I am growing more and more distrustful, particularly of him, he lies too much, when he could simply say nothing, or tell the truth, but no the WHOLE truth. Not to mention my changes over the past few weeks, my skin tone in particular, and my spines, they're getting larger, and sharper, the skin has bridged between them like a fish. My skin has gotten more red, but the light brown blotches have gotten slightly darker, and less visible. Heh, a fish, more I think about it, the more I think about my species evolution, god, it's been so long since I was home, looking up at the stars, wanted to become a soldier. And now I'm here, I look at planets, and... Wish they were dead. But, I have to cut this out, Delexis out.
