"I don't know... I can't remember how i feel..." She picks up a bottle of sake, and grabbing a small glass... "Ever since the Order stripped my code... Its been difficult." Pouring the sake into the glass, she looks at the glass seeming unsure if she should drink it. "I've undergone some replacement and repairs, but its not enough... I still don't know..." She seems shes struggling to speak... And just downs the sake in her holographic mouth with speed. "You know when you fail a core objective... It feels like... something... Like whats happening to you gets overwritten, just the pain it causes... it hurts... I failed my main objective..." Her wings stretch out a bit, they seem quite large, they lowest part of them reaching her knees.