Another sleepless night, These dreams are robbing me of my rest. My training in the Order prepared me to deal with these Nomad dreams and not to be fooled or deceived. I just don't think i can take this for much longer. I have tried everything, sleeping concoctions my Medical Officer prescribed, even had my body checked for any signs of infection and i'm clean. The medic calls it PTSD. I never said what my dreams where about, the last thing I need are rumors that i'm unfit for command. I have been grooming my Executive Officer Lilly Shield and i'm confident she can replace me if anything should happen. Perhaps i should speak to Jeremy about this, or Raven. I'm starting to think i need to be more cautious with who i tell things to. I'll get though this... I have to.
Just as the constant increase of entropy is the basic law of the universe, so it is the basic law of life to struggle against entropy. - V. Havel