Logs of a dead man

[Goatman]

Feel homesick. Being on New Tokyo make me realize that i miss my comfy house on Houston. I expect uncle Ducky taking good care of my house but more important i hope he didn't tell my dad the whole story. The old bastard would be mad enough to get a bounty on my head to bring me back alive. *shrug*

So far, i've made NO discovery nor could get informations from the order's pilots i've encountered. Instead all i had was warning to avoid the topic or simply was "invited" to leave. Starting to wonder if my idea was a good one. Sure thing, what i've seen in the omicrons is far from what i was expecting. The most dangerous specie there aren't the nomads but the humans. *sighs*

I'm starting to believe that nomads were sent as a plague to purge humanity from their sins. Or maybe we did something or it's more simply than this. Mother Nature is sick and twisted so eventually, each predator eventually become the prey to another specie of predator which is stronger, faster and have evolved in the shadow. *shiver*

Could it be that simple? We're no longer the apex predator but the prey? A disease to be removed from sirius? I shouldn't have left liberty's space. I miss everything. I feel like i'm losing my mind. Pretty sure Gregor would laugh at me. Think it's time that i head back to liberty space and.... take a break from this stupid endeavour. That's it, i'm done here. I'm not suited for such undertaking... for now.

I'll have to find a way to either "revive" or get myself a new ID. Either way, i'm put my quest on ice. Let's get some sleep and head back to liberty. Pretty sure i'll be able to find someone that could help me with my legal status. *shy smile*

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The rush of battle is a potent and almost lethal addiction, for war is a drug.