Fallen Angel of Malta

[RavenBlade1980]

Log 2/3/828

Today I woke up with only one thing in my mind. I will apply again to the Gen'an. Perhaps I will be granted a second chance. I have no more fear, no more regrets, and most of all no more hesitation. I am ready to try again and just maybe I will be welcomed in their ranks. To think I have nothing more to learn would be a foolish thought I still have much to learn, but the things I need to learn I cant do it alone. I need their guidance, I need their wisdom to fully be able to embrace this life. I am ready to fight and if necessary die for the cause. Their fight is my fight. I may not be like them, but I fight not just for the injustices that are going on in Kusari, but the injustices going on with in my own life I know what its like to be forced into a life that you have little choice to do anything but what you are told. I was trapped not by my own people but by my own bloodline. I have wondered around fighting working sleeping in my ship in spaceports and many times just floating around in open space. If I manage to become one of them or not that remains to be seen but I will never stop trying to join them not till my last breath leaves my body.

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