Lack of self control? Self contradictions? I did nothing but defend someone after you engaged them, and destroyed their transport, and defended the hundreds of men, women, children, and crewmembers aboard my vessel! The Oracles may be all for the Nomads, but who are we to judge when some of us believe in false things as well? I have not been 'brainwashed' by any of the Oracles, I've only befriended the person outside of the preacher. There is a difference between friendship and protecting innocent people, and brainwashed and attacking the Order. If I was "brainwashed" as you said I were, I would be attacking Order at will, or just preaching from the security of my Jinkusu!
And if those two other Order pilots were unrelated, how come they mentioned the incident you were in, as well as your name? Perhaps you should be more careful about what mindless thugs you send in to take care of a job.
//And as for the disconnection of Kayden, he was lagging out at the time you were engaging. That's why he sorta sat still.
