To clear things up a bit

[caylith]

Many of you have received this PM from me. Now it's time the rest of you see it. Judge me, flame me. I don't give a sh*t anymore.

You know, it had nothing to do with me being pirated. It was the fact i told him to leave me alone, he ignored that, gave no warning..no money or cargo asked. He just blew me up. I have told him hundreds of times in game to leave me the hell alone. I don't care if I had an IND tag on there or not. He still broke a damn rule and now everyone is up in flames saying that IND is above the rules and i'm the bitch, i'm the bad guy.

I don't give a crap about RP when it comes to him. I RP the hell out of my characters but will continue to ignore super when he is around. I deleted all of my characters 5 months ago because of him. Because of the months of harrassment i was getting from him. Even now, after everything that has happened with him and I...I called in Korrd last night in game because things were getting out of hand. I did it to stop Nightfall from banning him on the spot. I got into an argument with Night, saying that the admins are a team! I didn't want him to jump the gun and ban him, even after everything that happened. By my asking Korrd to come in, things were settled.

HF were put on the hostile list because they fired on the GoR (they are allies). This is the second or third attack by the HF against supposed allied or neutral parties. YOu know who the HF were grouped with when it happened? That's right, supernova.

Now, i'm sick and tired of seeing my name being dragged through the mud here. I broke no rules. I was quite content to deal with the prblems supernova and I had on a private basis. But now i'm the bad guy, cause i'm a vet (which i don't really give a crap about). I have tried to have patience with super, with sirred, with everyone I encounter. I am nice and considerate to the people i play with in game. Hell, i'm taking care of the damned's characters for him so he doesn't lose them. I do it cause I like him and I want to help him. What about my angels character? That's my faction! I help new people, try to make them feel welcome. That's the way I am in real life. What the hell else do you want me to do as a 'vet'?? Lay down and take being called names? But if you start calling me names, harassing me, etc...I will either leave or ignore you. I left once because of him. I have ignored him...until now. I feel it's time to leave again.

This is a game, I work 6 days a week, busting my ass and want to come home and just relax. This is not relaxation, this is frustration. I was so upset last night that i started crying. Last time i ws made to cry with this game I deleted all of my characters. Can you guess who it was? That's right, Super.

But, you and the rest of this damn place think i'm the bad guy, i broke the rules ( Have NO IDEA where the hell that came from)

Thanks that you think i'm the bad guy here. I appreciate the vote of confidence!

Jessica (yes, it's personal now)