The Confession

[Razr]

Ivan, although he liked Dimitri wasnt in the mood for more company. No need, he can see me tomorrow Im a bit tired and would like my own bed. Ivan said barely more audible than a whisper.

Ivan tried to remove the sheets and crawl out of bed, which he failed miserably at. He almost fell on the floor, but was just barely held up by Sonja. "Ivan you shouldn't push it your hurt pretty badly. Also if you keep trying some of your injuries may not heal, let me help you to your room."
Ivan panted as Nikolai rushed over and helped Sonja pull him off the floor. Ivan still unfamiliar with his voice as hed just regained it practiced mouthing the words before speaking.
Sonja Nikolai mind helping me to my room, I believe theres something in there that should help me.
Ivan leaned on Sonja and Nikolai as they balanced him through a porcelain tiled hallway. It wasnt until now seeing Sonjas face, Ivan could tell shed been awake the entire three days. When they finally reached the door with Ivans name on it Sonja looked as if she was going to pass out. They carried Ivan to the bed and helped him onto it, then Ivan pointed to the canister on his dresser. Nikolai grabbed the Canister and handed it to Ivan Its something Dieter gave me for my 20th birthday two years ago.

Ivan explained seeing the wondering look on Nikolais face. Sonja also gave a slightly disturbing high pitched squeal at the mention of the captains first name. Disregarding their reactions Ivan continued explaining. A couple years ago coalition medical officials were working on what they believed to be the ultimate medicine. Honestly they have succeeded, but we dont have the resources it takes to mass produce, and even if we could find more itd be outrageously priced. Zehn got a few canisters for helping with testing, and as I said gave me one as a gift a couple years ago. Tomorrow I should be near 100 percent in health again. Now I think I need to rest soon or Ill pass out in front of you all.

Sonja sat next to Ivan on his bed and asked him So all this time why were you so hateful towards me all this time.
For a while Ivan only looked at her, he seemed to be carefully thinking of an answer, meanwhile Nikolai had left and closed the door. Sonja the reason Ive been so hard on you is because of your idolizing command. Its not a good thing, this place has ruined the closest thing I ever had to a brother. Honestly I was trying to break you from it, because I still see good in you. Now I can see your tired, why dont you sleep with me tonight?

Sonja at first seemed shocked at what she heard and didnt move, but Ivan nodded as to reassure her. Sonja slowly crawled up next to Ivan and laid down. Sonja? Ivan murmured Sonja looked at Ivan again.
I love you too.

Ivans thought he heard Sonja saying something, but he was too tired he let sleep take him without resistance.