I've been roleplaying so much that I almost forgot who I Really Am.
Because of that, I can't be with you anymore. I came in, explored something new, learned a lot ... but it was hard-earned, considering the time spent. I'm always doubting myself, doubting everything. Maybe I will return one day, but that would be a miracle if I somehow gained control over the amount of time I spend playing Freelancer.
I've become too addicted, too tempted every time I get close to my computer. There's only one solution for certain. I must walk away. I'm glad I managed to decide. And I'm going to stay away from Freelancer at least to the next winter. I miss the sun.
Anyway, I have a life to live. I'm twenty, I need to grow up. I need to mature with real people around. I might find at some point in the future that all I've written here was wrong. But I don't care. I have to quit to avoid a disaster. I wish you all ... I don't know what.
Well, have fun. I was sucked in for a while, but I managed to escape. College is good for that.
EDIT: No I'm not on Disco atm, my xfire thingy is logging hours.;)
Zealot Wrote:Just go play the game and have fun dammit.
Treewyrm Wrote:all in all the conclusion is that disco doesn't need antagonist factions, it doesn't need phantoms, it doesn't need nomads, it doesn't need coalition and it doesn't need many other things, no AIs, the game is hijacked by morons to confuse the game with their dickwaving generic competition games mixed up with troll-of-the-day.
' Wrote:I've been roleplaying so much that I almost forgot who I Really Am.<snip>
Never flew with you Hribek, but a shame to see you go.
But it's a bigger shame when you watch your life go down the toilet from too much gaming..... good move mate, get some time away and re-"discover" yourself. God speed....