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- Subject: First claim
First claim... Wasn't that bad. Can't tell if I was 'lucky', or did I have a good timing that
the first target I decided to hunt was a primary fleet naval forces. I bet that made them
Dragons and the Golden C happy. But it was too easy...
How can they even make it into the primary fleet, not to mention climb up the ranks, if
they can't fight for crap? He had missiles, mines, heavy hitting guns. All type of the crap
that gives you chance to get a lucky shot, but he couldn't take one. Those paralyzers he
swarmed me with were annoying though, I admit that much.
And when he ran out of ammo? Obvious. He tried to run! So bad for him that my aim is
not crap like him, and I could actually hit him even when he was running... These natters
are sure serving me well.
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- Subject: Cry of honor
Samura...
The oh-so-honorable guardians of Kusari. Now I'm starting to see why the Dragons even
exist in the first place, and why are they fighting those Samura dogs. I've been in a lot of
'uneven' fights, specially those not really in my favor, but at least those who pointed their
couple of dozens of guns at me didn't cry about honor and all the crap like that...
Now I don't really give a damn about Kusari honor, but if they do believe in junk like that,
at least they themselves should stick to it. I heard about this small Samura convoy going
from Kyushu to New Tokyo, so I set up a little trap for them in NT. So when they jump in,
they'll be right in my hands and I can smash them like the worthless rats they are.
So, here comes a Ryuujin and his Eagle escort. Funny how I'd been glad if I'd seen that
transport full of ship parts a couple of months ago, but I don't play that cheap "I have a
gun and you have a cargo" game anymore. I told the trans to get lost, and decided to
show the escort his place. Funny is... That oh-so-honorable transport captain who ran to
their base like a little rat, and told them about me and the escort, and they sent in a 2nd
fighter for me.
Saddest part..? The same one who came in so confidently and attacked me because I was
outnumbered, ran away like a scared girl right after that first idiot's ship exploded.
So much for their freakin 'Honor'...
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- Subject: Such a waste
So I've been flying around wasting more of those so-called 'lawful' ships, and what I saw
today, honestly made me facepalm... A Samura escort, who was the biggest waste of life
I had ever seen, and I mean ever! A cheap escort who couldn't even tell the trigger from
eject handle, in a freakin Chimaera..!
I don't know who and why let that idiot fly such a ship, and don't even wanna know, ever.
It's not like I care about their ships, their resources, or the crap they wanna do, but what
gets me pissed is idiocy at such level... Why should the military even let a trading escort
fly one of their top-notch gear anyways?
It's not like flying a Chim instead of Eagle gonna save their ass... So if they're gonna die,
why don't they just die in something cheaper? ...And easier to hit, for that matter!
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- Subject: "Au revoir"?
I mocked someone with saying "Au revoir" after I killed them, without even thinking...
Why? I thought I was done with all that crap already, and yet, here I am returning to my
past that I thought I've left behind, without even knowing... It actually sounded like it was
not -Me- who said that, an explosion, and a word slipping out of my mouth, and me sitting
there 'shocked' at what just happened.
I seriously can't find an explanation for that, but one thing is for sure:
   It shouldn't happen again... And that means Never, Ever again...
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- Subject: Me.
Things are so ****in messed up it's not even funny...
I've been in this hole for months now, without even getting a glance of what I came here
for in the first place. I came here just to have a higher chance of meeting Rin face to face,
and where did I end up? Having to stay with a bunch of homosexual drugged whores that all they
do is to just remind me of her and make it worse for me...
I'm not gonna let this go on anymore, I'll just talk to Ito about it, maybe she'll get Rin to
come out of hiding and at least face me and tell me to bug off if she doesn't want to see
me in or around her base...
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- Subject: <No Subject>
What kind of a fool was I..?
Now that I think about it it's just... too obvious, to clear, just too simple for me to miss
in the first place... All those visions, all those 'dreams', all those sudden feelings.
It's not like that was my first time running into one of them... It just looks like a lie now,
a bad joke... Like it was all an imagination, a wet dream...
But one thing is still real, that they took her from me, and I can't do anything about it...
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- Subject: A Game
It feels like it's just a game...
A game that you play, a game that you lose, and it goes on, leaving you behind to live a life
of a loser till forever. When you start to think maybe none of it was real, maybe it was all
just a plan, a 'play', that you were the one who had role of the bait... without knowing.
When you start to doubt the reality, what seemed to be just too real to be true when it
happened, now that you look back, is just such a fade memory you can't be even certain
of yourself if it all really happened to you or was it just a bad dream when you were asleep
in your ship one night... When you feel like you're trapped in a game, and you'll have to just
suffer in it forever...
When you start to doubt your existence... And existence? What does it matter..?
I exist on the best terms I can... My past, is now part of my future...
And present..? It's well out of hand...
So if it's just a game... What happens if I die?
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