People, with heavy heart I'm writing this, but I've had some time to think about my decision.
My decision is to leave Discovery altogether, and I already stepped down from my moderator duties as well.
What is the reasoning behind that, one might ask?
Well, the latest events and the past year I've been evaluating my time investment and I saw a huge productivity loss in pursuing my musical career.
So at first I stepped down as a 1ic of LR- (I love you chaps)
This didn't get me enough free time to raise productivity, as the addiction to this game was too real (In a good way)
The behavior of some people also made me question this community's health as well, as the toxicity in this great game only dragged me down as well, until I exploded, which I'm glad I did really, as this made me reevaluate my life decisions and the time I invested wrongly.
Don't get me wrong, I loved every bit of this best space game out there, but I needed to go on with my life.
So, this got me thinking, that the best course of action, is to isolate myself from these "distractions"
Distraction? It's not the game itself, it's something that has been part of my life for quite a long time, and a phase of my life, coming to an end.
The game itself along with the Roleplay universe, brings this magical aura to it And most of the people here are dedicated to keeping this game alive, by both being active in game and making awesome Roleplay in the forums as well. Massive respect to y'all!
I'm sorry for what I've said and done, perhaps wrongly perhaps righteously,, but it doesn't matter now.
In the end I hope I didn't hurt anybody
I bow down to the greatest game ever made, also to the Developers and staff in general who are doing all this from their free time, without any benefits, that takes some serious amounts of time and dedication, so big respect to y'all.
I won't be naming any individual names, as this would be unfair to all those I would forget or leave out.
So you'll know when we made some cool stuff or in general had some good times together.
So I'll name the community as a whole. @Community
PS: No you can't have my stuff, I'm donating everything to @The Liberty Rogues. and some of my shippies are already given away to certain individuals and factions. (There might be an auction though, where you might grab some shiny stuff, for a low price )
TL;DR: I want to pursue my musical career, I'm done with my Disco-Addiction, you are all awesome.
Since I didn't really have the opportunity to learn to know you, is there a link somewhere to your music ?
(A bit advertising never hurts, maybe you even have something FL related in your portfolio). My best wishes for your future.