I know I know... I skipped days before to say something. It's just I was really busy. I can tell you I have improved. I destroyed two ship im a week! I am so happy. I have started what I have planned and I think it will be a success. The guys who I hired were strange, but I am sure they will do the job. I just hope what they will found. I can tell you diary. I think sometime at Clarissa... But my traditions forbide such things... Maybe will I find the courage to face the Gods, but if I do, what will happen to me?
I don't want to think about it. I am tired I will sleep now.