Today was an amazing day!!! I almost took down a Xenos all by myself, but with an error of attention, I failed... I think I should train more again with Admiral Black. Also, a bit later, Smith and I stopped a rogue transporter. All ended in a peaceful way. However, I think the fleet admiral was surprised by my prestation. I don't what will happen, but all seems to be good for me!!! I can't wait to tell this to Clarissa. I think she will be surprised too!
I was been promoted!!!! I am now Lieutenant. I feel pretty good. Also, I could take down a rogue. I am so happy today was the best day of my life. I need to tell this to Clarissa, my girlfriend. I.. I am just to much happy that I want to return at home.
On the 8 May 828, I did a little patrol. Nothing special really happened, but earlier, I saw something unusual in the cargo of a ship that I ordered to stop. He had an artifact and I told him to drop that because it was illegal. Once done, I tracted the object and I saw a real art. I do not know what to do with, but I think I will maybe keep it...
On 9 May 828, Right now I pretty do nothing.... But I am more observing the artifact more than before. That beauty... I can't take off my eyes from it! Sometime, the stone is glowing in the dark...
It's been twenty days I did not write anything... I loose my mind slowly. I think it is that stone... yeah... In Texas, I was not myself. I just laughed like if I was insane. All is beginning to be... dark and dark. I stopped to see that person... Clarissa... I... I want to.. kill and I want to... no... What's wrong with me?
I made some progress... I am better than before. I think it's because I am beginning to be more insane than before...
The Division 9... I met some of them... What the heck are they? They're saying Liberty Security Force. What a joke! I am not alone to think like that within the fleet. The primary fleet told us they were clean, but I have doubts and a strange feeling about this. I mean they appeared just.. like this. Also, I found a some kind of ship in Kepler the other day and I showed it to Admiral Creed the next day. Like if it was not enough, one of the Division 9 appeared and told us that we were in a restricted area.. This is suspiscious as f*ck. My instinct tells me to go there again, but with another ship. I think I will take my Recoil ship just to be sure about a thing.
It's not them who will tell me what to do or not. I am Sinon Yuki and I will do what I want no matter what! If they are not happy, it's not my problems. I don't care if I need to kill one of them too even if it will probably make me as fugitive. If it happens, I will go in Kusari for sometimes and come back in Liberty. I know deep inside me that my superiors will understand my ideology.
Well... I am a bit in injured because Admiral Leer shot on an Outcast gunboat while I was near... But I will not write about this situation, but more a situation happened earlier. This is my recording.
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[09.06.2021 13:59:33] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: It's alright.... I can be there.
[09.06.2021 14:00:32] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: I don't have any idea what can trouble the high command about this system.
[09.06.2021 14:01:14] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: I think I will investigate on my own. They said: ''Because of the radiation.'' Ok let's move.
[09.06.2021 14:02:20] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: It is dark in this system, but I am not afraid.
[09.06.2021 14:02:25] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: What can happen?
[09.06.2021 14:05:28] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: Hmmm I see an object.
[09.06.2021 14:06:25] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: There is a ship near the object.
[09.06.2021 14:07:27] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: Strange... When I wanted to be close, the hull began to be damaged.
[09.06.2021 14:07:51] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: Like if it was this thing that was the source of the radiation.
[09.06.2021 14:09:16] Frusir: *sniffs*
[09.06.2021 14:09:58] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: Super... Now there is an Outcast following me.
[09.06.2021 14:10:07] Frusir: Far from home
[09.06.2021 14:10:12] Frusir: Arent you?
[09.06.2021 14:10:19] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: No.
[09.06.2021 14:10:36] Frusir: Guess 46th is not familiar with dark storms
[09.06.2021 14:11:05] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: You don't know us.
[09.06.2021 14:11:20] Frusir: I see a lonely pilot far from home
[09.06.2021 14:11:22] Frusir: Open space
[09.06.2021 14:13:28] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: I need to get out of here and quick! It's seems the Outcast lost me.
[09.06.2021 14:14:38] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: A jump hole... I will take it.
[09.06.2021 14:15:00] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: Shit.
[09.06.2021 14:15:10] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: He's near.
[09.06.2021 14:15:52] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: It's not my day today...
[09.06.2021 14:15:59] Frusir: *sniffs*
[09.06.2021 14:16:19] Frusir: Try to run hm?
[09.06.2021 14:18:06] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: Damn it... Even with the new hull, my ship gets some damage. I need to head back to Head Quarter.
[09.06.2021 14:18:12] Frusir: *sniffs*
[09.06.2021 14:22:21] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: Norfolk, I request to dock for repairs.
[09.06.2021 14:22:35] 2021-06-09 14:22:35 SMT Traffic control alert: 46th|Yuki.Sinon has requested to dock
[09.06.2021 14:23:39] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: Ok... No sign of the Outcast.
[09.06.2021 14:28:12] 46th|Yuki.Sinon: Shit again you!
Can I leave them for a better life? The mission will it be a failure? I think I'm gonna be injured badly and loose all my mobility. I don't want to do it, but I have no choice... I will try to challenge my fate.
Bad news... the Division 9 showed up in Kepler... I wanted to kill him, crush him and make him cry! He's not my superior. He was in the way of our mission! If I did not hold myself, I would do a terrible thing. I spit now blood... I think I should tell, but I don't want. I have now some ideas like murdering someone for pleasure or just destroy everything I see. I hate Liberty, unlawfuls and those who order me. I try to hide this part, but... it is getting stronger and stronger....
It is a story of a Kusarian who lost her sanity. This one was born in Liberty due of a civil war in Kusari. She had everything. A father who was in the kusari naval force. A real person who was proud of his empire. Even if he was not a rich or poor, he liked his empire. The kusarian girl had a mother too. She was a farmer most of the time and did many things like: cleaning the house, cook the diner for her family and many. All went well when suddenly, the father of the girl did not show life signs. The reason of his vanishement was simple... He died during the civil war.
Many years passed and the girl became a pilot of the fourthy sixth fleet of Liberty. When she was an ensign, she tried to get news about the disparition of her father and to obtain his ship, but things did not went as planned. Knowing she will never get the ship, the Kusarian girl gave up and did her duty and kept silence. One day, during a patrol in New York, she intercepted a smuggler hauling a strange stone and that stone was an artifact. By her duty, she forced the person of the ship to throw the stone and once done, the girl tracted the stone and kept it for herself.
The stone was pretty and shiny. Somehow, it hypnotized the girl and slowly, but surely, she will change. The first days, there was nothing to fear, but days passed and slowly, the woman began to have strange ideas, she began to laugh for nothing and when she talked to someone, the Kusarian was cold and rude. A week had passed and now, new symptoms showed up. The girl began to want some strange tastes like murder someone for no reason and she spat blood too. She met some difficulties to be herself. Yet, no one really took care about Sinon, but it was only about time.
The girl was found in the WC of the head quarter of the fleet: Salt Lake Station. The girl was on the ground looking at the void. She did not act. It was like if life had left her body, but it was not the case. The fleet called a doctor to take a look on the Kusarian. The doctor made some scans of her body with x-rays and nothing was suspect. The doctor concluded that physically, the woman was perfectly normal and there was nothing to fear, but it was there where the doctor made a mistake. Indeed, when she woke up, the Kusarian was aggressive. She shot objects everywhere and there was almost nothing to do, but only to hold her in place.
Other scans were made, but this time, something appeared. With a microscopic zoom, he found that some parts of the girl's DNA were damaged and only one thing could do that: A prolonged exposure to radiation. The artifact spread radiation too, but what increased this problem was going to Kepler for a long moment and many times. The doctor had bad new for everyone within the fleet, but also a good one. The bad new was: ''She has maybe a year before her maximum.'' Then, the doctor said: ''However, there is a solution, but risky. The solution is: Using cybernetics. In the case of this girl, at her state, it's not only her brain, but also all her body. The only thing that will remain organic is her brain and her head. All the rest, artificial.''
Days of discussions passed before to make a final decision. The operation will cost a lot, but the girl was a useful element within the fleet so for everyone, the second choice was chose. To respect her culture, the fleet admiral asked if it was possible to get a body with criteria. The aspect needed to be alike a ninja. The color needed to be black and to respect the colors of liberty, he asked to put the logo of the fleet on the right arm and the left arm.
It is been a month that I did not write a thing... I was at the hospital due of a strange virus. My body is a bit weak due of a long time of inactivity. I also lost my skills in a fighter. I think I will ask to... oh wait. Lex is not admiral anymore, but martin is. What in the hell happened while I was at the hospital? Anyway, I need to learn how to fly a ship again and how to fight.
It appears I was been promoted to commander. How funny, I did not expect that. I almost reach my dream, but now, I have doubts about the forty-sixth fleet. Maybe should I leave? No... I think I will try to contact Kishiro technology to maybe have kusarian weapons, but I think first, I will need to ask the permission to high command. Here again, it will be to much complicated.